For as long as I can remember, I’ve always been told I do too much in my relationships with others regardless to the type of relationship. I’ve found I only really have friends when money is being spent, mine though not theirs. People only want to be around when it’s all on my dollar. Truthfully I can’t be mad at that, because once you start something if not controlled it can spiral away.
But how do you survive in a world where everyone is out for self? I have selfish ways, but I am more selfless than anything however, I’ve never met anyone with my level of pure genuine love for those around them. My heart is truly passionate towards anything I care about, so anything I ever do is never about “Ima do this for this” type of thing.
Sometimes it would be nice to be on the receiving end of the gifts and love I send to others. Always been taught “do good, get good back”. Really been evaluating life in general and the race back to Me, is so necessary. I got bags in baggage claim, and they’re telling me it’s too much!!